Well, yes... My birthday is June 26, and now it's less than a week till it. I will be 22. They say that the older people become, the less happy they feel about their birthday. I guess it's a perfect example then of the fact that I'm not old enough yet. I still feel rather excited. Spending time with my friends, getting nice presents, blowing out candles on my cake... Somehow I always felt a bit suspicious towards people who don't like their birthdays. )) Though I hope that I don't offend you personally by this comment. Everyone has the right to have all different kinds of small habits. It's okay.
I'm just happy to have such a day for just myself. Then again, they say that it's hypocritical when people say words of love and wishes of happiness just on this one day to you. That every day should be like this and so on. Well, sure. There are people who tell me that they love me, not depending on the season and redness of the date in the calendar. But besides those people, there can be others... And it can become a surprise to know on this day that someone, who you didn't really think about, care about you. There are people like this for me too. I don't talk to them often, but on their birthday I can suddenly remember about it and want to show to them that I still care. It shouldn't be wrong.
Oh, I suddenly got lost into these thoughts about birthdays... But there is one thing that I think about too. Soon I will become 22. Not too much, but not too little. Quite a perfect age to start doing something with my life. I wonder though if every year people of different ages think the same thing about starting to do something... )
At the very least I'm really planning on doing many things this year. Unfortunately, they are not connected with art directly. But probably somewhere between moving and searching for a job, I will find time anyway. When you have less time, you can do more things. It is a strange law! ))) But the thing that I'm looking forward to most is living with my boyfriend. For two people from America and Russia it is quite a difficult thing to manage. But we have great plans. And I know my wish for my birthday cake.
By the way, the first present this year is his. Another piece of subscription. Thank you for caring about me so much for the whole year, my angel.